Anonymous said: You gotta stand your ground and be true to yourself. You'll sleep a lot better alone than you would feel sleeping with him.I think you are hella rad and more than just a fuck hole.
Thanks. But either way it’s the same thing. I cry alone in my bed. Only difference, I’d be able to have human interaction where most days I don’t.
Textbuddies 7069342228 or kik me bigandy3737
This is a message I received. He really wants kik buddies (his name and picture was kik) do, whatever you want to do with him, have at it
Oh, haha. Silly me thinking you actually wanted to date me. Who knew you were lying when you said you liked me!
Every time I try to stand up for myself, I’m reminded that I’m not good enough to be a human.
**As a large person on top of being not so attractive, introverted, scared, anxious and asexual… I am a very lonely person. So I’ve taken up the art of accepting my place and laying on my back (laying still, cause, “they got this” (actual things that have been said to me)) just so I can have company for a few minutes. I’ve stopped a lot and now spend most days alone. But every once in a while, this little gem will pop up, and I try to tell him that I am a person with feelings.
Every time, he reminds me that I’m not good enough for it. So, long story short, do I accept my place, head down legs open so I can have human interaction with self hate. … or do I stand my ground, be alone and have self hate?
i love you holly. :) you’re amazing.